Please slow down, Brain

I can't sleep.

Maybe I should reconsider reading Preach My Gospel before going to bed. All I can think about is finishing my mission papers and getting my call. In fact, I was lying in bed about a half hour ago with all the lights off when I had to get out of bed and grab my computer so I could email my bishop about them. And now here I am. I may or may not have just spent the past few minutes looking over the list of missions I could possibly be sent to on wikipedia.

This is, like, worse than waiting for Christmas morning. I just wanna knowwwwww.